urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marisa131marisa131marisa131marisa1312006-04-15T02:36:20Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marisa131:2113in atown2006-04-15T02:36:20Z2006-04-15T02:36:20Zso i drove to Atiz today...<br />1st off the traffic sucked, but thank goooood i got my new CD player in yesterday...oh its so wonder to hear music in my car again...i never ever wanna have a musicless car again. 2nd...my life is pretty hectic...so when i have 3.5 hours of driving by myself and only myself...i think aaaaalot like alot alot. like i prob thought more about my life in this 3.5 hours than i have in the last 3 months. i came to conclusion that i LOVE my life. 1. I have a fantasic family that takes care of me and gives me everything i need. They raised me well and im proud to be a jorgenstein!!! 2. I have the bestest friend in the world, who has helped me get through life and is allllways there for me no matter what. i miss her and i wish i could see her more often...but we make time for each other on the computer and im thankful for technology...it has helped our relationship keep going after all these years. 3. i have an amazing boyfriend, who i am growing fonder and fonder of each day. I love how i am completely 100% myself around him. When im with him I am the happiest. I love how he loves to hang out with me and how he does little things for me that he knows i love. i love how when i am drama with him he takes time to listen to me and lets me know he is here for me and he wants to be with me. I love how he touches me...how he knows exactly how to get me off during sex...i love that he is a huge goofball and makes me laugh more than anyone in my life...i love how he is friends with my firends and listens to me when i tell stories about them and then later in the week asks how they are doing and wants updates on the stories. I love how he always is smiling and he has never once been in a badmood. I love how easy going he is about life and is not a worry wart. I love how he likes to take drives with me and how we listen to funny ghetto rap music and dance in the car like were from the hood. i love how he makes the muah noise with his lips when he wants a kiss...and i love how he LOOOOVES PDA...<br /><br />im really happy right now...except im super duper bored in Atown...but i really love my life. im going to miss tyler this weekend. I will see him on mon night for like 4 hours then i have to go ot katies and ots off to Cabo i go...im not even worried about me hooking up with guys there...im not even attracted to other guys. i realllly like tyler a lot and it took me this long to be together with him.....im def not gonna ruin this. ok peace out ill write after the CABO trip!!!!